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Pulp Fiction 01:54
"Pulp Fiction" 03/20/19 23:02 I fall in love in black and white. Color emotions with webs of lies. Finding my prey, I pray I find. Don't wanna be alone tonight, so Listen here. I need you to be aware, There is no love in here. I drank the potion, & the killers are potent. I'm feeling chosen. (it goes, it goes, it goes) I am a maze, Don't lose your way, My look, my say, May manipulate you, baby. My tongue, my taste. Let me keep you out late. I might, I may take us to space... If you let me. Motherfucking rockets, Blast us into stars, & I never planned it. (planet) Landed us on mars. Hope your battery is charged, Taking pictures of the cosmos, Developing a storm. Let me go.
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Heroine 05:05
"Heroine" 4:24am ~ 1. Tell me lies, oh so sweet. Adrenaline makes it hard to breathe. My demise, yeah. Your lips have me on my knees. And those eyes... The way that they look at me. F*ck it, I don't wanna save you, I just wanna... ugh. Hook: Villain in the sheets, Heroin[e] in the streets. Save, Baby save yourself. Before I drag us both to hell. You need to save, Save yourself... Before I drag us both to hell... 2. You are my poison, Coursing through my veins. The alcohol won't even get you off my brain, Your lips a familiar taste... Hopefully you know what to do, You need to save yourself... Before I drag us both to hell. Hook: Villain in the sheets, But a heroin[e] in those streets... I don't wanna save you, I just wanna ohhhhh, I.... I just wanna.. You need to save yourself... Before I drag us both to hell. Outro: I don't wanna save you. I just wanna, I just wanna, I just wanna, F*ck. What you do to me... But I don't wanna save you, I just wanna f*ck.
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"Midnight Serenade" 6.12.15 | 3:29am 1. How about we get comfortable? Till the night, when you say that you're ready. (You say that you're ready babe, You said that already babe.) Oooh darling, you... Are my high. Love to watch you do what you do to me. And I know that you always stay true to me. Hook: You deserve it. Boy you earned it. We can play those games you like, All through the night. Oh, I'll blow your mind. You love it, you love it, you love it, You love me, hey. I know just what you like. All through the night. I got you. Oh baby I got you. Bridge: Hate when you prepare to leave, But goddamn it, babe I love to watch you go. [Hook] 2. All through the night, Oh I'll blow your mind. Don't stunt on me tonight. Come through all the f*ckin' time. We can make sweet, sweet, sweet, Sweet love... You know what it is. (Outro)
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100 Proof 02:42
When has being honest ever done me good? What a bummer, men I get up under never really understood. Trying to numb me down with some liquor and chase, You got me feigning for a taste of you. So what now? & tell me should I take a flight out? Fuck, cause I've been feeling the pressure. Wondering what you do and who you're doing for the pleasure.
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Marvel 03:36
“Marvel” 4/24/20 23:09 Lies dripping from your lips, Still I’m dying to kiss you. Craving something that I miss, So vogue, dive deep in your issues, yeah. One day, one day, my love. I’ll suffocate us both, yeah. My mind is, a maze you’d unwind in. A place to confide in, A taste of my violence. Mmm. Well, if I can’t have you, Then I’ma have everybody else. Driving on the late roads, Sirens in the stealth, And you’re heaven and you’re hell, I do not know how to feel shit. Dig a little deeper and reveal me. And now it’s hi/bye action, Stuffing all our problems and emotions in the mattress. If I get robbed, they might check up on my last, Cause I know that you’ve been creeping, Baby I’ve got all of the answers. (Like the FBI, bitch.) (Way, way to waste my time. Made some mistakes that’s all fine by me.) Detrimental to my health, My addiction is unreal, Paint a picture for the cameras, And tell them how you feel, On some real shit. Lies dripping from your lips, Still I’m dying to kiss you. Craving something that I miss, So vogue, dive deep in your issues, yeah. One day, one day, my love. I’ll suffocate us both, yeah. My mind is, a maze you’d unwind in. A place to confide in, A taste of my violence. Mmm. [Are these the keys? Okay.] Problems with my past, And I’m not over reacting. Mental images of places, People I’ve been smashing. And when it’s said and done and I’m on the run, With all my baggage. I'm sitting in the plane laughing. What’s the area code in the town that we land in? Probably a couple numbers I can get to answer. Smoking on the green feeling blue like a tax bracket, Polaroids with people that I like having a blast with. Okay, You sipping Bombay. And I like Don shit. Wordplay, can do this all day. So what’s the haps? Baby let me crack a smile, On the numbers that I dial, Knowing someone’s out to tempt me, With a little more denial, And it’s cool babe. Lies dripping from your lips, Still I’m dying to kiss you. Craving something that I miss, So vogue, dive deep in your issues, yeah. One day, one day, my love. (I said, one day.) I’ll suffocate us both, yeah. (I might drown in you.) My mind is, a maze you’d unwind in. A place to confide in, A taste of my violence. Mmm.
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Craven 02:03
cra·ven /ˈkrāvən/ adj. contemptibly lacking in courage; cowardly. 01/16/19 23:46 [Oh, come now. The real reason. The truth.] No chance in hell will I slow down. My feet are bare, I tilt my crown. Beware, I might bite a little hard. [I have no intention of hurting her] Brake fast and drift, my mind to ease. These curves may need profound release. Still there, I wonder? I need some more. [I have no intention of hurting her] I'd risk it all to find you again. Afraid to fall, I'm scared to end, The taste I crave and run to. Don't you forget, I'll want you again. [Like you said, a human being. Why, I'm gonna make you take that chance.] [Certainly why, I wouldn't let her stay.]
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Casanova 02:42
cas·a·nova - /kasanōvə/ noun passionate about women and has many lovers. "Casanova" 05/11/20 05:23 The road is closed to save me, Obsessed with love and hatred. Relationship vacation. I need some time away. My heart is black and gold, A Porsche without a motor, Standing on my accord. Unable to move forward. So-so I’ma pour, Until I’m sure, My cup runneth over. But still I lust for more. Casanova. Hope you don't pass me over.
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Control 03:54
"Control" | 1:05AM He likes Bombay on ice, He's nothing nice. Killing every single bottle, We drink tonight. He likes Versace, Mercy keys, Leather seats, Bugatti's. Ocean breezes and Molly, & making love in Cavalli, He likes... Control. He likes control. He likes control. He likes control. Control you. Spending all nighters at the Prince, Dropping all these hints, Like maybe "you" and "I" Should intertwine and then condense, To maybe "us" or maybe "we". If we would both agree this is exactly what it seems. Baby tell me what it means tonight. When we lose control. Let's lose control. Control. [Switch up] Tell me what you want. Tell me what you need. Tell me what I'm here for, Give me what I want. Give you what you need. Oh, baby. I like, Henny and Sprite, That dirty ice. Blow a band on every bottle, We drink tonight. Valets and lobbies, Mercy keys, Leather seats, Bacardi. Blasting Abel & Party, With red and blue on the walls, He likes... Me in control, sometimes. Control. (I know what you want, I know what you need. Take it off, and let me find a way through you.)
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"Dominic's Interlude" 12:08am ~ [Intro:] You're the one I've been waiting for. Had a taste, now I'm craving more. All these games, I can't play no more. You'll hear the shit I'd always say before. [Verse 1] I still don't know how to feel, Stuck between the lies you say and what is real. I spent a week in your condo, It rained like every night but baby it was on though. Old muses who I used to ride, Quickly dissipate my mind the moment you get it inside, Oh well... Oh well. Light flashes, Maybe I'm insane. But the thought of someone else with you, Is tearing at my brain boy. I'll step onto a plane, & return to you convinced, That you've been playing all these games with me. (This is what it feels like) [Hook] I'm in love with you... Yeah. I've been alone for far too long. (This is what it feels like) So I'm a little bit in love with you... Yeah. Boy I've been alone for far too long. (This is what it feels like) [Verse 2] I don't know why I'm wishing you could be different, Cause I know that you hate conversations about commitment. We've talked about this shit maybe a million times before, & we both said that there's an ocean that we both need to explore. But we get caught up in the same old thang, Comfort in the same old sheets. Laying over you as you kiss me & I feel you breathe. Maybe it's better that we keep this, Maybe it's what I've needed, Maybe I've had some stress only fucking can help relieve and, I've... I've been feeling real heavy. & babe I could be yours if you would ever really let me. Damn. I'm going reckless in the city. Trying to forget you in the city. I'm chaos in here. I'm doing all this shit just trying to make you appear. I'm smoking & I'm drinking, Doing all kinds of crazy shit... Cause you're the only one that makes me miss. [Hook]
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Arcane 02:13
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1:48am ~ 1. Tell me a lie, make me believe, tell me you're mine. That is about what I need right now. Love me so right, Don't ever leave & kiss me goodbye. That is something I don't need to hide. Fuck me like I am your queen tonight. Hook: Lose yourself tonight right here behind my bedroom door. Lipstick on the wine glass, panties on the living room floor. Biting on my lips, tease you till you're begging me for more. Tell me that you're mine, you already know it baby, I'm yours. 2. Often imitated, never duplicated. Hennessy & Jealousy got me feeling so faded. Everything around me feels like it's so belated, From the love down to the hatred. Lately I've been chilling on the beach with somebody else, Laying in the sheets with somebody else, Wishing that somebody there was me while you're with somebody else... Right? Wish you could... [Hook]
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Vice City 02:52
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Honeydrip 03:05
"Honeydrip" 3:36AM 1. Hey. All alone, Winter has me feeling cold, And you still keep me warm. Make me feel like I'm at home, baby. That's just how it goes. I've been lonely on the throne, Tilt the crown and then prove myself. Surely these emotions leave me open. Crumble and fall so just don't, Just don't. Make me jealous. I can't help it. I want no one else, And to no avail, I don't know how I feel. Hook: On my own, these Feelings run through and control me. All my pride aside, I want more. Please. Make room for something for real, And still, I'll be on my own. 2. I paint myself the villain, black and gold. Realer things I hide, the rest for show. Here I am with claims of no emotion, Knowing that you keep on coming closer. That's just how it goes. (That's just how it goes) Take a flight and float over the ocean, To your bed and wake up every morning, Hoping I don't have to go. Water till we grow, blossoming into... (I want more of something so real, it's too late now.) But that's just how it goes, Water till we overflow, Drowning you in all my sorrow. We are not the same, I can't contemplate, How I got this way. Hook: On my own, these Feelings run through and control me. All my pride aside, I want more. Please. Make room for something for real, And still, I'll be on my own.
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Space Dust 03:27
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Delusions 02:13
"Delusions" 7/26/18 02:22 [We're sorry, the number you have called is not in service at this time.] Call me when you're ready babe, don't you ever hesitate. But you don't wanna talk and I don't wanna listen. Notorious to misbehave, you don't trust a thing I say. & now we're barely friends, shit how about we end this. You can love me, or love me not. Give a little, or give me more. Tell me what you think I want, Show me something. Turn me on. Most of the time I don't know half the shit that I've been doing. The other half, my mind reacts and jumps into conclusions. Like am I really even ready for commitment? Am I rushing everything trying to find the shit that I've been missing? Fuck, if I would stop to take the time and listen, & open up to someone good who tries to make a difference. I'm always finding ways of fucking up the bigger picture. Then in the end, it's never me who ends up fucking with you.
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Mirrors 02:30
"Mirrors" 2:27am ~ Always working up my eardrums, Hearing "Girl, what's gotten into you?" I become the worst version of me when we fuck because I start to mirror you. They all tell me to cut you off but I hesitate to run the scissor through. My mind is too fucked up, The problems here root further than the physical, oh. I'm always acting up. We fight and then we fuck. Make up and then make love, Baby I can't get enough. You're always on my mind. Stop this and press rewind. I'm just trying to pleasure you, But when I'm in this bed with you, I...
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Defiance 03:10
"Defiance" 11:09pm ~ I'm about to lose it, About to lose you. So what the fuck do I do? & all these feelings are a nuisance. But I swear the feeling's all true, I swear this "feeling" is so new. Best believe I'm so curious... We could be something beautiful, oh. But you know I do what I want when I want it, Oh, tell me how you feel about it. And baby it's you that I want and I wanna fall, Tell me if you fear the sound, it's... So difficult. Material things don't mean shit at all, If I can't have you. If I can't have you.
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Naked 04:28
"Naked" 5/18/22 03:24 Produced by VBASS [What are you doing to me? Let me see that.] I really don't want these hoes, I'm woke, & I'm so far over it. Truthfully I'm trying to build a home, get gone, I'm the opposite. Tell you get in line for me. They just wanna fuck, that's the problem. Catch all of the feelings, let it rain, let it blossom. Let it go. Lately, I've been trying to get naked. True to my nature, isn't it great? Fuck being famous. Fuck being hated, this isn't fake, this is the real thing. This isn't what I want when the lights get low and I need escape. I need flights to Greece like them plans we made when we were on our feet thriving. Close the doors that we opened with silver linings and terrible timing. This is my doom, This is my truth when I'm up in my room. Power to make everything happen, but what if everything happens too soon? I don't have time to waste. But the time I take to make all of these changes, Doesn't make up for your vacance. Don't it feel good to be stagnant? Don't it feel good that I'm waiting. Tell me if I went away and I chose to be dangerous, Would you come and play me? Or, would you come away? I said it before, fuck being famous. I just need you for sure. Baby, we could be great, We could be, Naked. We could be, We could be, we could be naked. I used to take my time, Sipping wine, I would lose my track of time. Take a deep breath, We could intertwine. We could take all of the feelings that we hide, And put it all aside while we, Wine and dine on top of each other's problems, Swear I could solve them, I'm a problem solver. & we could get gone with the wind, If you chose to let me in. I could teach you how to fly. Maybe I could change the pace when you cry. We could be, We could be, We could be naked.

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This is 24 tracks in no chronological order.
I made music throughout relationships that failed, and here's what I created while I destroyed myself.
& then I rebuilt.
Feelings cloud your judgement.
I am logic above all.
I hope you enjoy the ruckus.

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released July 1, 2022

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